Those who can make you believe absurdities, will make you commit atrocitie —Voltaire

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Pride & Prejudice & AutoGenocide

In Italiano:Orgolio Prejudizio e Autogenicidio
AIDS Wiki: Gay Autogenocide

Nothing of what I say here is either exclusively mine or necessarily new. In fact many of these ideas I express here have always been in circulation. Many people of all walks of life have already said everything I say here before many times. I am just one more who agrees with them that the HIV=AIDS hypothesis is a lie and must be exposed. I believe we must do our part to ensure that.

Pride & Prejudice & Auto-Genocide

Gay Pride is here again, and one cannot (no matter how hard one tries) get away form the daily ablutions and rituals over the weeks and months that lead up to this yearly festival that (supposedly) celebrates our freedom and sexuality. This year it’s Euro Pride in Spain, so the list of parties and events is more relentless that usual. The posters and publicity are up everywhere; from the streets to the bars, the gay and national press, where this week it’s all about “pride”.

On a personal level bodies and minds are being prepared for this yearly festive ritual much in the same way bodies and minds are prepared for the White Party in Miami, or the Black Party in N.Y., or the Black & Blue Party in Montreal, or the August Matinee gay bash at Space in Ibiza. The mind is prepared by making sure we know who is going to be there, checking out every single profile for every person on “Gaydar” or “Bears” or “BigMuscle” who announces they will be there, and do the same as well, therefore marking your ground.

This week officially closes the grooming period that started round April, when the steroid, testosterone, growth-hormone, chemical sculpting (pill or injected), supplement based dieting, incessant training and even (in some cases) minor surgery rituals and interventions take place to prepare the body for the big show: Gay Pride.

I never really liked that word very much, as it has always had religious connotations for me. It reminds me of the story in the Bible, where Lucifer offends God, and is cast out of heaven into hell for his sin: Pride. I have never felt very comfortable with that equation, as it seems to tie the quest for justice and equality with “sin” against God. I never understood how to take pride from its biblical connotations to a newer and healthier understanding of who we are and what we pretend as a community or as individuals; like becoming some kind of “light-bearers” for humanity (if such a thing should even be tried), but we can all agree that has not been the case here.

Since that initial innocent and almost naïve decision to adopt the idea of “pride” as the springboard behind gay peoples fight for equality, many things have changed. The HIV & AIDS catastrophe came along, and exposed us completely; our immaturity, ignorance, stupidity and vulnerability. Suddenly the parallel with the Lucifer story started to take on a more literal manifestation, when we found ourselves with the finger of "the wroth of God” pointing at us “homo-fornicators”. The most infuriating part of that idea being that God doesn’t seem to care about the drugs either.

Behind this terrified and very confused stupidity and fear we called pride, we were then led like zombies to become the “keepers of the key”, the “guardian-priests” to a new faith that holds a deadly doctrine or “dogma”. Its name is “The Church Of AIDS”, a new ‘death cult”, based on fantastical theories and new scientific rules, a kind of “medical religion”, that places us all (willingly) on the sacrificial alter to a new God, a “virus-god” called: HIV Infection.

This crude but effective political “voodoo” was concocted and pushed on us for the economic and political profit it brought a few, and was blessed with the collective consent that came from the fear and shame it inspired, and the false comfort it gave us all of apparent unity behind one (totally false) belief; that a virus was the cause of all our ills, and that those heterosexuals who say otherwise are motivated by hate for humanity and “homophobia”, whilst the gay ones are guilty not just those initial accusations, but of further more abstract and arbitrary ones like “heresy” and “high treason” by their own community as well. Can this get more ludicrous? Yes, it can.

Those who are gay and have the HIV positive label who speak out, will see how everyone around them withdraws communication, friends go silent and even loved ones question their mental sanity. The human support, or simple contact that was available is withdrawn, and it is made abundantly clear to you that it will be given back on one condition only: that you shut up, take your medication, and agree to die. Of course as most human beings by nature are cowards, they project all this through a hermetic silence broken only by short sharp suggestions of ever-pending-probable-illness. And this is only what you get form your friends and loved ones…!

“Pride” to “Prejudice”

Through these events we were left clinging on to fear and banality instead of pride, so in order to hide our feelings of confusion and shame, we try desperately to avoid this horrible nightmare through: out-of-control drug use and empty rituals and celebrations, that mask our inability to come to terms with our own self-hate, or what some have called: our “intrinsic death wish”.

The so called “gay-dream” has been turned into the rollercoaster ride to hell and back, it flings hundreds of thousands of bodies to their deaths, in order that some may make lots of money, or high-ride a political career. Does this sound delusional? I wish it were. You only have to look at the way gay AIDS Inc. and the gay media have used propaganda posing as safe sex adds to indoctrinate and entertain, but never ever to educate and inform. It is always deliberately designed to terrorize or delude people even more into staying on board the HIV=AIDS ride to hell. There also seems to be a very deliberate well-orchestrated need to keep people taking the vast quantities of drugs the HIV=AIDS rollercoaster needs to run. Drugs are the only real guarantee that people will eventually get sick, so I suppose that’s why they are actively encouraged through very specific round the clock events like huge parties, where drug use is 110% and treated by all as obligatory. There is a very small minority that does not indulge, true, but they are very small in numbers. The gay media deliberately tries to censure, hide or distort all information that points to the unquestionable, massive and endemic use of drugs, recreational and licit, that make up what we casually refer to as our lifestyle, as the most probable cause of us getting sick when we do, and not through any viral contagion. Why do they deliberately push this lie? For money, that’s why. The gay media is directly guilty of pushing and pimping gay men into this hellhole. They pushed poppers, AZT and everything else that is detrimental to the health of gay men for financial kickbacks from the pharmaceuticals, or anyone who want to use us like lab-rats to get rich, even if they kill us in the process. This is deliberate and it has been going on for nearly forty years now. So where’s the “homophobia”?

Until we face the true HIV=AIDS horror in all it’s aspects as a community, and recognise what it has permitted us to do to ourselves, and to each other, I don’t see what there is to celebrate or be proud of. So I’m sure that those of you who understand what I am talking about will forgive me if I do not put my harness on and take to the streets to show my pride anymore, so go ahead and enjoy the party without me…and don’t forget to thank God, or the editor of your “gay-rag” that you still have the virus to blame it all on if and when you feel like shit, or get sick, when it’s back again to the retroviral chemotherapy, the Prozac, the Zopiclones, the bulimia-like eating (to make up for not eating for days), the antibiotics, anti-inflammatories and the analgesics, for the whole range of ailments and infections that stem from recreational drug use, not to even mention the problems that come form the kind of sex that “far-out” state tends to lead to and I should know, I used to do it all! HIV must be the most “convenient” virus in the history of mankind, it suites every ones need to live in denial so perfectly. In our case it permits us to ignore all these factors and blame “it” for all our ills for a solid quarter of a century at enormous human cost! How very convenient!

I ask: How much longer can this outrageous state of affairs go unchallenged by the entire gay community? We have gone from pride to fear to fools to banal, we have been kicked up into the air and landed back on our butts on a stage dressed like clowns, we are part of a show that grows daily more grotesque and obscene. Where is this going from here?

Until our community addresses these questions seriously, our so-called “Gay Pride” fiesta is nothing more than the “official” event celebrating our delusional-chemically-induced-relentless-drive towards “Auto-Genocide”.



Federico said...

Many thanks for your article. Very good indeed. I like the way you wrote it: it’s clear, direct and, above all, it goes straight to the point. You’re right: we are all ready to exhibit our annual muscular toils, but we never want to face serious diseases. Of course, we need to talk about stupid and funny things, we have to go crazy for the diva of the month, we have to register our list of lovers, but we don’t want to think. It’s funny how the gay festivals are demonstrating how proud we are to party and how unwilling we are to reflect. But… wasn’t that one the real meaning of such occasions? Or are we only proud to dance on the streets and have sex with a lot of people? If we think we are so enlightened we should be able to see beyond our ignorance and presumption. But once again we hide behind the comfortable believes and dogmas. A key point in your article: education and information are very far from us, but – sad thing – we neither look for them. We should be aware of the high number of people who are forced to agree to die. We should be aware of the big business we trigger when we join the stereotypes of our lifestyle. Your questions are appropriate but unfortunately still without an exhaustive answer. You have efficiently described the grotesque scene of fools that characterizes our pseudo-pride, populated by drugs/medicines-addicted, but I am afraid this will never change soon. I hope I am wrong, but that’s all too convenient, for everyone.


Truth PLEASE! said...


I think you realy hit the nail on the head here with your editorial. It is an examination of a cold reality, that explains the gay target-marketing specifically, and what AID$ Inc. has done to all of us from every sector of life.

This macabe death march called HIV=AIDS is like a Maradi Gras parade, and it has a slew of masks and motifs designed to appeal to everyone---from religious conservatives to medical doctors. Everybody is represented in some way or another, and everyone faces the mob mindset if you speak out against it.

Anonymous said...

Hi Manu
I Just Finished Reading Your Bulletin.As I Do Many Of Your Others.I Think Your Thoughts And Writings Are Very Noble In Cause And Its A Shame More Of The Gay Community Do Not Take Heed And Prick Up Their Ears To These Things That Go On Around Us.Unfortunately A Big Percentage Of Gay People In Our Planet Just Live For Now And See Only SSuperficial And Beauty Of Things Upon The Surface.Only Ever Interested In Global Hoping Of Pride events...Spending ridiculous Ammounts Of Money Rather Than Giving Anything To An Good Causes Or Charities.I Guess Its Upto The Individuals...But I Have Only ever once been to A Pride In Uk,And My ex Partner was A Sex Worker for terrence Higgins There..I Noticed People were More Interested In Getting Wasted or fucked Than any Other Cause....I Think Many Of the community Have forgotten about PRIDe really Means.
Blessings to You
Marco x

Anonymous said...


PRIDE? It's a big party really. A commercial event. Why does one need to be "proud" anyways?
I attended this year and watched some shows. It was fun. said...

Tengo un blog de fotos con una foto tuya, que tome desde esta misma pagina. Al pie de ella pone: TODA NUESTRA VIDA NO ES MAS QUE UN HECHO MORAL. TODO LO DEMAS ES ENTERTAINMENT.

Se supone que yo (uno de los tantos que te aman) pienso que estas demente por estar hoy en esta posición con respecto al virus, segun se suguiere en tu texto.

Estuvimos cuatro años juntos y yo no me contagié y no creo que haya contribuido demasiado en ese tiempo a que esta supuesta enfermedad fuera a más. Creo que por el contrario, hicimos muchas cosas de otro orden mas bien dirigidas a otros aspectos de la vida como son el trabajo y la creatividad.

Recuerdo haberme documentado hasta la saciedad con el tema de la enfermedad y procuraba mantenerme al día respecto de los avances que se descubrían para encontrar una cura o para describir las consecuencias de la ingestión de los retrovirales.

Mi percepción de que vivimos en una permanente y constante conspiración con fines codiciosos y que somos una especie existencialmente atemorizada/sitiada (aquí todos estamos incluidos) podría rimar perfectamente con la "tesis" en cuestión. Pero mira por donde, yo ya no me creo nada... ni que los retrovirales al final te pondrán demente, ni que la enfermedad como tal exista o no. Mas bien creo que yo ya estoy tan aburrido de las bobadas humanas, que literalmente paso de todo. Solo se una cosa: ni por que te tomes los retrovirales, ni por que no te los tomes, solo deseo que estes bien, sano y fuerte y que sigas "dando por culo" allí dóndes te encuentres, se que eso te mantiene muy vivo. Respecto de la "fiesta", pues eso... la bacanal... sea por los gay o por los futbolistas. Que mas da. Como decia Hoelderling, ... otros horribles trabajadores vendran y pisaran sobre nuestras obras para realizar las suyas.

Eduardo, desde Chilandia.

(Si yo he traducido tu texto, que los demas traduzcan el mio)

Manu said...

jajajajaja te quiero Eduardo.


julio said...

Re. Gay Pride

it’s just about forgetting, like playing the music louder and making like you’re not listening to the noise outside, the longing for irresponsibility, everywhere booze, everywhere life, everywhere joy, and turquoise swimming pools, flamboyant malls and beautiful gardens fencing this realm of oblivion, give up, take it easy, relax your sphincter, after the first death there’s no other, keep on dancing, singing, nothing’s going wrong, another drink, another shot, I haven’t heard him crying, more champagne, drifting, surrendering, I wish it lasted forever, isn’t it about being happy, isn’t it about closing your eyes and pretending nothing’s going wrong,

who would blame us for pursuing the higher state of unconsciousness which was only available to heterosexuals some years ago?


Carter said...

Manu: Brilliant work as always! What you say here, “I ask: How much longer can this outrageous state of affairs go unchallenged by the entire gay community?” I find that in all seriousness the HIV/AIDS mantra is so highly engrained within gay men’s psyche that anything detrimental to that is either overlooked or fought to some great extent. Why not? After all it’s become a free ride for most and a religious like indoctrination into a special camp whereas one receives so much caring, a vast support group full of meetings including horseback outings, bike rides, cook outs, movie nights, and special events. One can actually stop working and go on disability just for less than a 200 CD4 count, and all freebees that come with, like free drugs, (not just AIDS meds) a cannabis club card to stay at home all day and watch Oprah, free massage and chiropractor sessions, free pottery and painting studio, you name it. Oh, did I mention all your new sex friends, those hunky guys all pumped up on steroids willing to go condom less, how exciting is that? If your income in Los Angeles is under 50,000/US/per year all your health care and meds are virtually free. It becomes an identity and rite of passage so strong and supported many will never want to believe it could be any other way, sad but true. Then of course there are the HIV negative gay men, which because so many of their friends are inflicted and dead, could never relish the sheer fact it could be all a lie. However, there are the likes of us, the gay men, able to think clearly and for one’s self, the ones caring enough to help stop the madness of it all, to keep our friends and fellows from marching into the death cult and stop buying into the lunacy we are witnessing. Pride or no Pride, this is what it amounts to. The powerfulness of our created (this HIV/AIDS) community will not so easily be persuaded……….

Pandemia 1918 said...

Hi Manu & thanks for your deep article. I'd like to translate some parts of it in Italian and finally to post this translation in my blog:
Pandemia 1918
Do you agree ?
Greetings from Italy
Pandemia 1918

Manu said...

For: Pandemia 1918

Thank you. Be my guest. Translate anything you like.

Pandemia 1918 said...

---Manu wrote:
> Translate anything you like...

Many thanks. I hope to be able to post it in my blog Pandemia 1918 in a few days.
Cheers from Italy
Pandemia 1918

Chris said...

a small mark at the time of my passage on your very beautiful blog!
thanks for making us share your moments
you have a translation of my English space!
cordially from France
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-:¦:- ((¸¸.·´* ~ Chris ~ -:¦:-

LS said...

Beautiful stuff. Che bello! Grazie per pensare e per parlare cosi direttamente.

Chiaro, oneste, bravo.

Grazie, gracias, merci, thanks,


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